He will have no fear of bad news, his heart is steadfast, trusting in the Lord. Psalm 112:7

Thursday, October 7, 2010

4:00 am

CT scans came back with nothing new to worry about. looks the same as yesterday. no blood clots on the chest or growth to the golf ball. Whouldn't it have been nice if she came up to say "hey it's gone, your miracle arrived earlier than expected you guys can go home now"? we could get back to the challenges of parenthood, a baby that doesn't sleep through the night, sight words with a Junior Kindergardener and gearing up for the soccer game on saturday. i would love to be stressed about media buys and a dirty house.

not the case.

thursday's prayers need to be of healing of these couple procedures craig has had this week. we need a strong body to move onto the next step. we need to sleep and relax  throughout the day. we need to be able to hear the onogolist tomorrow. we will have absolutely NO VISITORS. I want to get home with him Friday if possible and he has to be much better  than he was tonight.

Please also pray that we don't get too far ahead of oursleves. day by day. each day a new challenge to face. we need focus on today rather than the next couple months. It is too much to take in. we need prayers of positive thoughts filling our heads rather than cancer stats.

God is bigger than this cancer. we just need to keep that in mind as we hear the next steps later today.

please also pray for my big girls. they have minimum knowledge of what is going on. and over the weekend we will need to tell them more. not sure how much more but they know something is up since different people are around and daddy isn't.

thanks for the prayers.

now i hope to be able to get some more sleep. 3 hours isn't going to cut it.

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