...since my facebook is blowing up. (PS thank you for all the sweet messages)
Craig's pain level has elevated over the past 48 hours. He has increased his pain meds which intern will probably make him sleep more. He is jaundice. Hospice was here today and got some medicines adjusted and talked about some future plans. Overall we are in the unknown of how much time we have left with him. It could be days, it could be a couple weeks. We're not sure. He is out of pain now and watching mindless TV so for this minute now we are "fine".
Last night was tough, I was reading over many post I wrote in the past year. I never wanted to lose him but the cancer life I would like to lose. The reality that they are one in the same is really hard to come to terms with. It is a tough journey and I will be content to see the cancer life go but so incredibly sad to see my husband go with it.
19 comments:
Love you and your family - that's all I can think of to say right now; and that am praying for you constantly right now.
I read your blog weekly. Your family is such a tremendous blessing. I commend you all on your strength, courage and incredible faith. Thank you for your inspiration; and I am praying for your family. Love in Christ
Praying so hard for you. I know God is giving you strength or either of you wouldn't have made it this far. I pray that He is by your side with comfort each minute of the day.
Ditto to what Lavin said. I am also thinking of the five of you constantly. Sending countless prayers your way as well as thoughts of comfort & peace. I wish I could hug you right now!!!! Know that we're all here for you. Love, Carla
I'm thinking of you all constantly. Many prayers for you family have been sent from ours.
Thinking of you and praying for you all now and always.
Fervently praying for you, Craig, and those precious girls.
I have been praying for your family for several months. I pray for peace and comfort for you and Craig as well as your family and friends. You are on a journey that no one should have to travel. Your blog is so honest, I applaud you and Craig for sharing the good and bad thoughts, even when I am sure it is not an easy thing to do. I will continue to pray for all of you.
As has often been the case over the past year or so, I struggle now to find the right words to try to provide you with some comfort. So like Lavin, all I can say is how very much I love you, respect you and care for you and your INCREDIBLE family. The incredible faith in God that you all have shown throughout this ordeal has been a shining example for all of us who care about you greatly.
I am contantly thinking about you guys. I hope some good days come your way soon.
As everyone has expressed already on here, I'm at a loss for the right words. Sending you love and prayers constantly.
I love you.
Loving you and praying for you. Really wishing ID wasn't so far away. I want to give all of you hugs!
we continue to pray for you all. You mentioned the Matthew West song in one blog (Phil 4:13) and I am so amazed by your faith and strength.
Michele,
Please tell Craig that he is continually in my daily prayers. I pray even more for you and your girls.
Michelle,I have followed your blog for several months & SO admire you. I have experienced this horrific disease with my young mom & have prayed daily for you,Craig & your sweet little girls. I wish you peace & comfort in the days ahead,my prayers will continue.
Praying for all of you today and every day. The thoughts and prayers of the Gilda's Young Adult Group are with you all.
You have been in my thoughts a lot lately! I'm praying for you and your family a lot! My heart is breaking for you all as I have read the last few comments. I pray that God gives you all strength and peace.
My brother is very close with you and Brad and I wanted to you to know that while we haven't met each other, you and your family are in our prayers! You are such a strong wife and mother and I can see that your strong faith will continue to help you through the rest of this journey! May God bless all of you!
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